by pinebox
Rin never had any lovers. To love is to be vulnerable and that was something Rin never let himself be. The closest thing to a lover Rin had was Julian, but they never touched or kissed. Can you call yourselves lovers if there wasn’t physical intimacy? Or are lovers companions? If so, Isagi was Rin’s lover. It was the longest time he spent alone with someone other than his brother. However, time with Isagi was always spent competing with each other and going at each other’s throats. It was a race to see who could outsmart the other, never a moment of peace. Isn’t love supposed to be patient and gentle?
Who could ever love a monster like Rin?
All Rin wanted, desperately, was to not be alone. It was something he never admitted to himself. He wanted a family, somewhere to belong. Rin wanted a love that didn’t hurt. Maybe if he was kinder, he could be with Julian. Maybe if Rin didn’t push everyone away, Isagi would still be here. Maybe if Rin was stronger, he’d have the right to stand beside Sae.
-- tales of Rin as a vampire and the people he met along the way
Words: 13253, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Series: Part 1 of vampire rin
- Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
- Rating: Mature
- Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Categories: Gen, M/M, Other
- Characters: Itoshi Rin, Itoshi Sae, Shidou Ryuusei, Charles Chevalier, Julian Loki, Kunigami Rensuke, Chigiri Hyouma, Isagi Yoichi, Nanase Nijirou, Karasu Tabito, Bachira Yuu, Aryu Jyubei
- Relationships: Itoshi Rin & Itoshi Sae, Itoshi Sae/Shidou Ryuusei, Isagi Yoichi/Itoshi Rin (implied), Itoshi Rin/Julian Loki (implied), Charles Chevalier & Shidou Ryuusei
- Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Vampire, Vampire!Rin, Basically everyone is a vampire, Brotherly Love, i dont mean that in a weird way, Brotherly Angst, Angst, Itoshi Rin-centric, POV Itoshi Rin, Historical References, Platonic Relationships, Inspired by Interview With the Vampire